To that someone I highly respect.

Yeah.
I have interest in nothing.
I do not like anything,
Forcing myself to have interest in something does not work,
Neither does you complain or so called reverse psychology.

It is not like I am the one who made myself lose interest in anything,
Or more accurately I never had,
But what can I do?

Maybe if some day,
I find something that I like,
Then I'll have interest in something.

Oh yeah,
Creativity.
You think I did not put any effort,
Or just do not care about it.

You think if I have an idea,
I can move it from my brain onto a piece of paper?
You think if I have an idea,
Then everything shall be done?

Sorry to be rude or anything,
But I really, really hate this.
I myself wish to find something that I am interested in,
Instead of wasting precious time like this.

And yeah,
Maybe I have no future.
Let it be then.

-Kritz

Results.

Finally got every single paper back,
As good as it may seem,
It is still disappointing.

That one shot of a chance to get straight As just got foiled as my Living Skills paper came back.

Never mind,
I'll try harder next time.
(Yeah right!)

Things have been disturbing these days,
As it has always,
Just that I am on the verge of exploding.

Why do I need to put up with all these,
Can't I just live life as other teenagers would.
What did I do to deserve this.

You probably would not understand what I'm blabbering about,
But one thing is for sure,
You would not want to be a part of it.

So basically,
This whole week was about exam results.
Quite boring.

*sigh*

I'll start writing random stuff :

I want to watch Babylon A.D. but there are a lot of bed reviews on it so should I watch or not?

Darren Shan is so amazing, too bad I can't crawl up in my room for days and just read, I have a life to attend to.

Chewing gum is so chewy and addictive, lol.

Something is wrong with my webcam, it will turn on and start snapping pictures, quite scary.

I slept almost 12 for every single day, I think I should sleep earlier.

I want to drink milk ._.

I should start studying for Living Skills since it was my worst subject ... er ... not today :P

I have that ... empty feeling, as if something is missing or I'm just misplaced.

Some people are so bad at covering themselves.

Some people like to ask very very very very stupid questions.

I continue to crave for my iPod Nano.

I want to buy Daughtry's deluxe edition if it comes out.

I want to buy OneRepublic's one too.

Blah.

Blah.

What else do I have to say,
Er,
To who it may concern,
Can you please shut up and talk when necessary,
I am getting annoyed.
Thank you.

-Kritz

Pressure...

Just recently,
One of my friends talked about pressure,
As in pressure from our parents.

Her pressure is about another thing,
Mine is something else.

I think this post will sound stupid and cheesy,
Because I am not quite good at writing such things.

I am sure that everyone knows what is pressure,
Especially for those who normally do good in their exams.
I would be lying if I were to say that my results are terrible,
But I personally think it is not good enough.

Maybe because I have not try putting my best efforts in it.

I appreciate the fact that my parents don't give me too much pressure,
Except for the fact that they do not expect me to get bad grades.
This is understandable because it is logical,
Even I myself do not wish to drop.
But maintaining my grades tend to exert pressure by itself.

Not many of my friends understand what I am going through,
A lot of them just do whatever they like to do.
Sorry if it sounds rude.

What's worse is that I do give myself an equally disturbing amount of pressure too.
I seriously hate it when people come around asking,
"Kritz! What happened? Why like that?"
The only way to avoid that is to try my best.

*sigh*
I think I should stop thinking.
This is just meaningless.

-Kritz

Tagged. Bored.

Yeah,
For once I actually liked being tagged,
Since I felt so bored.
Want to blog about something but on second though,
I better not,
Telling myself to forget about things that I should.

6 THINGS I AM PASSIONATE ABOUT :
1. Music : OneRepublic and Daughtry
2. Books : Darren Shan
3. Staring into blank space, allowing my mind to be in a blank state.
4. My computer.
5. Sleep. Seriously.
6. Getting good results? I ran out of ideas.

6 THINGS I SAY TOO OFTEN :
1. Dunno.
2. Huh?
3. What?
4. I'm bored.
5. I'm boring. (Like seriously, no joke)
6. Ran out of ideas again. *nods blindly, taking no notice to what others are saying* Not exactly something to say, but ... I just it is the same.

6 BOOKS I'VE READ RECENTLY :
1. Darren Shan : Cirque Du Freak
2. Darren Shan : The Vampire Assistant
3. Darren Shan : Tunnels of Blood
4. Darren Shan : Vampire Mountain
5. Darren Shan : Trials of Death
6. Darren Shan : Vampire Prince *currently reading*

6 SONGS I CAN LISTEN TO AGAIN AND AGAIN :
1. OneRepublic - Mercy (so tempted to put OneRepublic for every song)
2. OneRepublic - Say (All I Need)
3. Daughtry - What About Now
4. Daughtry - Feels Like Tonight
5. David Cook - Always Be My Baby
6. Switchfoot - This is Home

6 THINGS I LEARNT IN THE PAST YEAR :
1. Past year? Friends can be deceiving.
2. Your best friend might be your worst enemy.
3. Patience has its limits.
4. To be moody.
5. There are people on the face of the Earth that you really cannot stand.
6. Some people never change.

6 BLOGGERS I TAG :
Tagging no one this time.

ps. I got 93% for my English weee~~

-Kritz

Trials Results.

*heart pumping*

*blood level rising*

*stomach churning*

*hyperventilating*

*adrenaline rushing*

Okay,
Getting too far.

So far I have got my results for the following 5 subjects.

[Malay] 84%
[Maths] 92%
[Chinese] 81%
[History] 78%
[Science] 84%

*oh yea, my school considers 75% and above to be A*

Words can't describe how over the moon I feel right now.
Even though it is not the results that a super genius would get,
But it's quite good for me already.

Mid year results [here]

My top 2 subjects dropped a little,
Okay quite a lot.
But still,
It has been a long time since I gotten an A for my History.

My Chinese also improved,
A lot.
Never expected my Chinese results to start with the number 8,
Or maybe it is because teacher marked less strict?
Essay 27/30 woot!

Malay was unexpected too.
38/40 for my essay!!! *screams and faint*

Thanks to Ming Huey's father for lunch,
Wanted to pay myself,
>.>

Oh yea,
I predict my Geography to be an A too!
82%!!
I just got answers from my friend,
I feel so happy now despite feeling tired and moody.

Contradicting I know.

Should not have slept late last night,
Now I feel all dizzy and tired,
Yawning through my whole day.

I should get some shut-eye,
Or maybe not!

-Kritz

It's that time again.

It's that time again.
Time to complain that the holidays aren't long enough.

I guess a lot of other students will do the same too.

Saying holidays are too short isn't quite accurate,
From what I see,
Holidays seem to feel much more slower than schooling days,
But we just don't get enough of it.

So basically,
Besides going out,
I was spending quality time with my computer.

Playing Maple Story,
Listening to some songs,
Chatting with some friends,
And poof,
There goes one week.

So much for saying that I will study for this holiday,
But now,
I have gotten so used to that I-should-have-studied-but-it-didn't feel,
I don't even feel guilty about it any more.

And yeah that is a bad thing.

Oh yea I have been reading Darren Shan these days,
I LOVE THEM <3

What else ...
I thought of blogging about the friends I have and the music genre I like,
But I'll leave that for later.

For now,
I should be doing the book that was given by my teacher,
As the so called holiday homework.

Stop procrastinating ...
Gah,
Never mind,
It will never work,
Might as well continue to procrastinate and spend time the way I like it.

But,
No,
That is wrong.

Went to church today,
Missed youth for 4 weeks,
Feel so much better now,
Wondering whether should I join the 2-day-camp next week.

Oh well,
Farewell lovely holidays,
I'll see you after PMR.

*pulls computer back*
Hey,
You are not going anywhere,
You stay with me!

-Kritz

Movie Review : 21

An MIT math whiz is recruited by a teacher to join a specialized team, the Blackjack Team, of card counters. They break away from their mentor before casino security finally catches up with them.

Based on the best-selling book by Ben Mezrich “Bringing Down the House: The Inside Story of Six MIT Students Who Took The Vegas for Millions”.

-GSC

This is the main actor of the movie.

Ben Campbell (Jim Sturgess)


Time to play ... or count


Cards, cards, cards.


Jill Taylor (Kate Bosworth)


Looking hot.


In disguise.

The mentor.

Prof. Micky Rosa (Kevin Spacey)


The Oscar winner.


Yay maths!



Starting ...


Moving in ...


:O


Mentor and mentee


BUSTED... oops, was that a spoiler?


Blackjack class.


Planning and everything.


Cheers (:


We're going in!!


Blonde moment?


More cards.


Yea? Anything?


Other 2 friends from school.

So basically,
The movie is about Ben,
Who is a genius.

He plans to get 300,000 dollars from the blackjack thing,
To pay for his studies.

He joins this Blackjack team,
Which means they count cards,
I don't know what the heck they were saying but it seemed cool!

But hey,
It's Vegas baby,
Who could resist cold hard cash?

Nice movie,
(seems like every movie is nice to me >.>)
I like movies that revolve around money @_@
Furthermore gambling (:
And also a glimpse of how a luxurious life would be in Vegas!!

Okay,
Go watch,
I'd say it's worth watching.

***

Went out with Fiona and Josh,
Thanks to Angeline for ditching us.
Thanks to Fiona's mother for the transport.
We went there,
Collected our tickets,
Watched the movie,
Came out and ate at Kim Gary.
Seriously,
Finding a place to eat is hard work.

-Kritz