December 31, 2008

December 31st.

I left the 'create post' page on for the whole day,
Till now I am finally willing to write something.


Fact is,
I can't really differentiate what happened this year and the previous one,
I can't really keep track of time =x

Just like any other years,
A lot of stuff happened.

Oh crap what am I suppose to blog about.


Let me look through my the titles of my archives for this year.


I'm so messed up right now.

Once again,

Year of a major exam,
Passed with flying colours,
Hard work not gone to waste.

Went through with it anyway,
As much as I really dislike it,
(Like everyone else),
I still find times where actually had a great time.
So I guess it's not all bad.

In school,
Good and bad,
Of course,
Thanks to those who really are my friends,
Thanks to those who helped,
Thanks to those who shared,
Thanks to those who listened.

Thanks to those who treated me as a friend.

Grew closer,
No doubt I have my struggles and all,
But in the end,
I am still very happy with my decision at the end of the day.
To be a Christian,
A Methodist.

Learned about each other more,
Really want to thank them,
For everything.
Just so you know,
I always feel teary at the thought of losing them,
I can't really imagine how it would be like.

I don't know why I feel so ignorant when they are so good.
I guess there's just something wrong with me.

I guess,
I understand myself even more,
Taking notes of small details,
Like what I like and all.
Trying to look into myself,
Asking myself what do I really like,
What do I really feel.
For example,
Knowing that I like clothes with a collar,
Because round neck collars make my neck feel uncomfortable,
Stuff like that,
But about myself,
About what I like.

Day by day,
Learning more about everything,
Learning about human beings,
Their actions and all,
Trying to understand others.

Things normal people do.

So much, so much.

Both mentally and physically.
Being more observant.

And also,
Learning to stick on something I do,
Like blogging.

Making friends,

I guess that is my 2008.

And I'm not even gonna talk about 2009,
Because from my past experience,
Whatever I said will never be done.

So why care? ;)

As long as,
I do my job as a student,
As a friend,
As a son,
As a follower of Him,
I guess everything will be okay.

Happy New Year,
The end of 2008,
And the starting of 2009.

My advice is to leave whatever that happened in 2008,
And be ready to make a better 2009.


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