Another reason why I can't wait to be an 18-year-old.

As I was surfing around GSC,
Checking what movies are there to watch ...









Everything is 18PL.
No fair.
Argh.

Oh,
I skipped school today.
Nothing to do.
Meh.

-Kritz

Happy Deepavali :D

Yeah! Happy Deepavali :D

Basically that's all I want to say about that event.
I should end my post here.

Nah,
That's too short.

Anyway,
I've been wondering,
Can anyone introduce me something that is similar to Reader's Digest?
But in Malay and Chinese?
And yes,
I know there is a Chinese version of Reader's Digest,
I just want something else.

Please tell me if you know any ._.

Reader's Digest is not bad at all :D
For example,
There's this small part that I found it interesting.

It's in the latest November 2008's copy,
Page 33,
In the 'Ask Aunty' (advice) section.

Dear Aunty,
My husband is patient, lovable and caring. He packs my lunch each day with a handwritten love note, changes the kitty litter, mows the lawn, etc. But he's a slob. When he packs my lunch, he uses a paper towel to wipe his hands, then wads it up and tosses it on the counter. It'll sit there forever. When he brushes his teeth, he spits all over the spigot. He loves to read the newspaper, but throws it on the couch and it lies there for a week. I'm no Suzie Homemaker, but I'm not his mother, either. How can I get him to clean up after himself?

HELP!!!

Dear HELP!!!,
You want help? Most women would love to have your husband. How about this? While hubby is packing your lunch, composing handwritten love notes, mowing the lawn and cleaning the litter box, why don't you pick up the newspaper, wipe the counter and then leave him a note telling him what a treasure he is. On behalf of women everywhere, embrace this man!

So true!!
Now, now, ladies,
Don't be too demanding!

-Kritz

Book hunting!

From Bottom :-

1. Cecelia Ahern's Thanks for the Memories - RM20
2. Cecelia Ahern's P.S. I Love You - RM 20
   
3. Cecelia Ahern's P.S. I Love You - RM 20
4. Garth Nix - Drowned Wednesday - RM 15
5. Garth Nix - Grim Tuesday - RM 15
6. Garth Nix - Mister Monday - RM 15
7. Garth Nix - Sir Thursday - RM 15
8. Garth Nix - Lady Friday - RM 15
9. Sophie Kinsella's Shopaholic & Baby - RM 20
10. James Patterson's Daniel X - RM 10
11. Tony Buzan's Ultimate Book of Mind Maps - RM 45
12. David Wroblewski's The Story of Edgar Sawtelle - RM 20
13. English - Malay, Malay - English Dictionary - RM 3

A total of RM233 for 13 books :D
#1 and #2 is an order from my friend,
#9 is my mother's,
#11 is what my mother recommends,
#13 because it's cheap,
Others because I want them :D

For book lovers,
You should really go now!
Ground Floor Warehouse,
Bangunan TH, No.5, Jln. Bersatu,
Section 13/4, 46200 PJ.
Tel : 03- 7958 1688

I should have bought the Twilight series ...
But never mind,
Too late.

Basically everything there was cheap,
And I saw a whole bookshelf of Darren Shan!!
Too bad I bought all of them already ._.

Right opposite of the warehouse sale,
There's a clothing sale,
Zara I think.



Not interested.

I think all these books can last me for a year!
:D

Thanks mom or dad for paying for everything :D

Oh ya,
Before I end,
A tag!
By miss Angeline


Click click!

1. What's the relationship of you and her/him ?
Friend

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him ?
Englishy, rich, can make cool accents, smiles a lot and ... er ... likes to take pictures.

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you
Can't remember.

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you
Can't remember :x

5. If she/he became your lover, you will..
I'll be killed by someone else.

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will....
I'll ... not talk to her.

7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on..
Er . er . er .

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..
The reason .. ask her, since girls don't need a reason to hate someone :x

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is ?
Er ... er .. er .... use her money can?

10. The overall impression of him/her is...
A friend?

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you ?
Have no idea, would want to know.

12. The character of you for yourself is ?
No idea. To unique to be put in words =P

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is ?
I worry to much.

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is ?
Someone rich :D

15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
I don't know who is that lol.

Ten people to tag
1. Angeline
2. Fiona
3. TJ
4. Blake
5. Sheep
6. Josh
7. Joshua
8. Cherrie
9. Michelle
10. Nicholas
(Don't need to do, I just need names)

Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
-With BoA

No.3 is a male or female ?
-Male

If no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing ?
-Gay. No.

How about no.5 and no.8 ?
-Lesbian pulak -.-

What is no.1 studying about?
-Hot guys!!

Is no.4 single ?
-For now, yeah.

-Kritz

Form 4. SPM. And beyond.

I really pity us good students,
Killing brain cells deciding which subjects to take.
(Of course, if you just want to take the basic subjects and don't wish to further burden yourself, doesn't mean you're a bad student.)
(Why am I so afraid of offending others anyway.)

As I mentioned,
Our school teachers gave us a brief talk about the subjects that we would be taking next year.
It didn't really covered all the questions in mind,
Oh wait,
It didn't quite help at all.

So basically,
There are 6 base subjects,
Which are :-

1. Moral / Islam (Depending on your religion)
2. Science (Excluded if you're taking Science stream, since it already consists of 3 Science subjects)
3. Mathematics (a.k.a. Modern Mathematics)
4. English
5. Bahasa Melayu
6. Sejarah (History)
   

And there's Sivik (Civics) too, it's a subject but not the SPM subject.

There are various streams to suit everyone,
Mainly :-

1. Sains Tulen (Pure Science)
2. Pengajian Islam (Islamic subjects)
3. Sastera Ikhtisas
4. Teknologi (Technology)
5. Sains dan Teknologi (Science and Technology)
6. Sains Sosial - Kemanusiaan (More of ... humanities? Social Science? Geography, English Literature and Music)

List of subjects here at Wikipedia

I'll probably be taking Pure Science,
But I'm considering of taking more elective subjects.

Oh yeah,
In my school,
Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Seksyen 1, Bandar Kinrara,
There are 4 pakages :-

1. Pure Science (Physics, Chemistry, Biology and Additional Mathematics)*
2. Sastera Ikhtisas (Basic Economics, Additonal Mathematics and Principles of Accounts)
3. Kemanusiaan + Sastera Ikhtisas (Basic Economics and Visual Arts Education)
4. Kemanusiaan + Sastera Ikhtisas (Business and Visual Arts Education)

All including 6 Compulsory subjects except *Pure Science, which is 5 without Science

Okay,
Since I'm going to take Pure Science ...

1. Bahasa Melayu
   
2. English
   
3. Mathematics
   
4. Sejarah
   
5. Pendidikan Moral
   
6. Physics*
   
7. Chemistry*
8. Biology*
9. Additional Mathematics*

*The 3 electives.

And for others ... I'm thinking ...

1. Principle of Accounts
2. Bible Knowledge
   
3. English for Science and Technology (EST)
   
4. Bahasa Cina
5. English Literature

Most probably I'm taking EST and Chinese for sure,
But I'm still not sure about others.
I can't believe our school's not going to teach EST any more,
What am I suppose to do ._.

Bible Knowledge I can learn in church,
Accounts I can learn in tuition centre,
But I'm still wondering where to learn English Literature.

And don't be afraid,
I don't think I'll be taking 14 subjects.
I'm just saying,
I wonder how many times I need to repeat that,
I'm just saying,
14 is kinda ... for smart nerdy students,
If I were to study for 14 subjects,
I don't think I'll have time for life.

Sigh,
Next year,
It's going to be jam packed with studies and tuition,
Better slack now before it's too late!

-Kritz

The Story of a Sad Little Girl.

She just wanted to go out.
She just wanted to see a person.
But the sad cruel world did everything possible to stop her.

Sad, sad, sad little girl.

Phone call after phone call,
Rejections came pouring down like rain,
What was hurtful turned numb.

Hours and hours later,
She gave up.
She was helpless.
She went home.
Sad and miserable.

All we could do was stand aside,
As we pitied her,
We couldn't do anything.

That one chance,
To step out and breathe fresh air,
To have fun with her fellow friends,
All turned into dust.

* * *

Sad.
Poor Hui Teng,
Wanted to see Raymond Lam a.k.a. Lam Fung (林峰),
At Pavillion,
But out of a sudden everyone just can't go,
And I'm not allowed to go if there's only 2 people.
Blake, Angeline, Fiona, Kar Mern, Josh, Joshua, Samantha, Brandon, Alvin, Ken Tze, Xiang Min, Wai Leong and others which I don't know at all,
All couldn't go with us.

Sigh.
And my grandmother is so friggin' annoying when she came,
How I wish she would just go back to her village.
She wasn't even nagging,
She was using a sarcastic and angry tone while she was talking,
Thank goodness that not many people understand.

She's got issues.

* * *

Okay.

Today,
We had a talk about next year's plannings,
All the streams and stuff,
I didn't even get the information I wanted.
They just gave a lot of useless information.
What for tell me about the chapters in the subjects?
I want to know WHAT IS IT ABOUT and not the CHAPTERS.

And I heard that they are not going to teach EST in school any more.
So where am I suppose to study for that?

I'll post all about the SPM stuff in the next post.
For now ...
Well ...
There's nothing much to do.
Have 5 days of holidays,
Bored.

-Kritz

Moody.

Don't ask why.
Because I don't know why.

...

I feel so ..
Restrained.

...

Anyway,
Today,
We did this Scholastic event,
About reading books so that Scholastic will donate books to charity,
Such as unfortunate kids or orphans.

Nothing much.

Watched Kung Fu Panda in the hall after that.

There will be a briefing about SPM streams and stuff tomorrow,
Looking forward to that!

And Secondhand Serenade is nice!

-Kritz

Friggin' Long Tag

Starting time: 19:30

Name: Kritz Yeoh Thien Sean

Sisters: real: 0 , unreal: 0

Brothers: real: 0 unreal: 0

Shoe size: 11-12

Height: 170+ cm, can't remember exact one.

Where do you live: Planet: Earth

Favourite drinks: Ice Lemon Tea.

Favourite breakfast: No idea.

Swam in the ocean: Can't remember when.

Fallen asleep at school: Never. Couldn't.

Broken some one's heart: Hmmm...

Fell of your chair: Maybe? Can't remember.

Saved e-mails: Saved? I don't save e-mails.

What is your room like: Like some lame place.

What's right beside you: Nothing. A passageway.

What is the last thing you ate: Dinner.


Ever Had

Chicken pox: Yes.

Sore throat: Who never?

Stitches: Nope.

Broken nose: Nope.


Do You

Believe in love at first sight: More like a crush.

Like picnics: Never had one ._.


Who was/were the last person

You danced with: Dance? Did I?

Last made you smile: Friend.


Today did you

Talk to someone you like: I like my friends. So yeah, I talked to them.

Kissed anyone: Nope.

Get sick: Nope, not literally.

Talk to an ex: Don't have one.

Miss someone: Miss friends ._.

Eat: Lunch and dinner.

Best feeling in the world: No idea.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: I used to :D

What's under your bed: Dust. Spiders maybe.

What time is it now: 19:37


Random

Is there a person who is on your mind now: No particular person.

Do you have any siblings: Nope

Do you want children: Maybe.

Do you smile often: Yeah.

Do you like your hand-writing: Not stylish enough. But quite neat *cough*

Are your toe nails painted: Nope.

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: My parent's.

What colour shirt are you wearing now: Blue.

What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: Gaming?

When did you cry last: Can't remember.

Are you a friendly person: I guess so, that's what they say!! *COUGH*

Do you have any pets: Fish, but not exactly mine, my father's.

Where is the person you have feelings for right now: No where to be found!

Did you hold hands with the person who means anything to you now: No?

Do you sleep with the TV on: No TV in my room.

What are you doing right now: What else can I be doing right now?

Have you ever crawled through a window: No. Don't understand how can it be normal for others.

Can you handle the truth: Yes. I guess.

Are you too forgiving: Yeah. Overnight. But rekindles!

Are you closer to your mother or father: LOL. They read my blog. So I shall say I'm not closer to either one, it's the same!

Who was the last person you cried in front of: How could I remember this when I couldn't remember when was the last time I cried?

How many people can you say you've really loved: 2. Guess who :D

Do you eat healthy: Nope. Not at all. I'm a carnivore.

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: I don't have an ex.

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: Yes. I cry mainly because of something someone said to me -.-

Are you loud or quiet most of the time: Loud? Quiet? I don't know.

Are you confident: Nope.


5 things I was doing 10 years ago:

- In nursery.
- Stuffing stuff in appliances in the house.
- Drawing on walls.
- Breathing.

- Talking.

5 things on my to-do list:

- Study for next year.
- Improve on stuff I want to improve on.
- Be more Christian like.
- Go on a diet? LOL
- Play online games!

5 snacks I enjoy:

- Dark chocolate.
- Cheezels.
- Oreo.
- Raisin covered chocolate.
- Roller Coasters.


5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:

- Buy anything I want.
- Buy anything my friends want.
- Buy anything my parents want.
- Go places.
- Donate to charity.


5 of my bad habits:

- Lazy.
- Procrastinate.
- Not consistent in something.
- Sitting in front of the computer the whole day.
- Disobeying parents. O.O


5 places I have lived in:

- Seksyen 17 in Petaling Jaya.
- My current house in Bandar Kinrara 2.
- Relative's house in Sekincan.
- In my imaginary world.
- Mother's womb.


5 jobs I've had:

- AJK Jualan Koperasi SMK Seksyen 1, Bandar Kinrara.
- Prefect when I was standard 3 in SJK (c) Yak Chee.
- Monitor when I was standard 5 in SJK (c) Yak Chee.
- A student.
- A son.

-Kritz

I feel like killin' myself.

The I'm-worried-that-I-might-not-get-straight-A's feel is coming back again.

Sigh.

Today, school was boring.
So many talks about our future.
Since form 4 is our turning point,
I guess it was necessary.
But I seriously don't know what I want in my future.

The worse thing was spending the whole 1st talk on the floor.
My sad, sad backbone and legs.

I'm just so afraid and worried that I might not get straight A's.
Just the thought of it can bring my mood from the top of Everest to the pits of hell.
I should have faith.
Have faith.

And why do I dislike this ... whole environment so much?
Going out with friends doesn't seem fun any more.
It's more like just a thing to do and kill time.
The main point of going out is to watch movies and eat good food.
Other than that I don't see how fun can outings be when everyone is in such a bad mood.

I guess if a bunch of us go to some nearby mamak stall,
The whole environment would be more fun and relaxed.

Having said that,
I don't understand why my friends love to go in big groups.
Look at it this way,
More people - more demands.
Less people - less demands.

Isn't it so much better?
So much more easier to please every single person?
What for going to a place where some don't want to eat this,
Some don't want to play that,
And all getting angry at each other.
I don't see the bad thing about splitting if the group is too big,
And I don't wish to force others to do what they don't like to.

Unless of course,
You just want to let them experience something new,
But forcing and introducing has a thick wall in between,
There are differences.

Oh ya,
And there's those who make a big fuss when they're not invited.
It's exactly like when we were in Primary 6,
Those kids were making noise just because another person didn't write his or her name in their 'best friends' section of their profile.
Just get on with it and organise your own outing if you wish to.

Seriously,
I don't mind someone telling me not to go after being notified.
That way,
I wouldn't have to be a bad person,
And others wouldn't have to curse behind my back.

I really admire those who have a small group of close friends that are tolerating.

Saying all these doesn't mean I hate my friends,
Yes, I do appreciate them,
But at times,
I just wish ...
Sigh.
Never mind.
Life's never the way you want it.

-Kritz

Japanese Food!!

Zanmai Sushi!!


Someone's rice.


Wasabi. (not a fan of it)


No idea what is it.


My California Roll!! :D :D
There was 2.
Ate one already :D
SO DAMN NICE AHHHH.


Drinks.
Ocha if I'm not mistaken.


The place.


Aww ... yum yum baby octopus :D


Not mine too :D


MUAHAHA.
My UNAGI RICE.

If I have a change to get a new phone,
I'll make sure it's a Cybershot.

Finally!!
I get to eat Jap food!!
Yay!!

Thank goodness that I could control my crave for Japanese food,
Or else I would have ordered more...

In the end,
Spent like RM38 for unagi rice + 2 California rolls + green tea.
Everyone ate a total of RM133.

Anyway,
Went out with Blake, Josh, Wei Jien, Kar Mern and Xiang Min.
Thanks to Xiang Min's mom for sending Blake and I there.

Watched Eagle Eye.


Still find it weird that that dude from Even Stevens is now a big budget movie actor,
And the main actor of many well-known movies.

Show was nice :D
For me, lah.
Definitely worth watching.

Reviews said that the plot was stupid,
But I thought it was quite nice :D
No spoilers of course.

TGV's Ice Lemon Tea so small. Bleh.
Go GSC!

Did I mention I slipped and my foot was stuck in between the steps and the seats in the Cinema?
Pain.
Now the bottom part of my middle right toe is totally purple.
Not exaggerating.

Ate Zanmai after that,
Walked like a gimp,
Went around,
Wanted to bowl but the price was RM90+ for 2 rounds.
I think there was some mistake ... but didn't happen in the end.

Went Pizza Hut,
Mainly because Blake wanted to use his voucher.

Bought J.Co for parents.

Ate Sisters' Crispy Popiah :D
Love it.

By the time we finished that,
There was only 2 people left.
Others went back 1 by 1.

Took cab back home,
Limped all the way back home from where they dropped Blake.

Pain pain pain.
._.

-Kritz

Everything's over ... or is it just a new start?

PMR is finally over!
Woo hooo!
I'm suppose to feel that way but no,
I'm not.

Just felt relieved.

Phew.

***

Finished geography and went out around 10.
Went to Giant for Pizza Hut.

Stupid Pizza Hut,
Gave me another stupid experience.
Stupid people.

I OFFICIALLY BOYCOTT THE PIZZA HUT IN GIANT, PUCHONG.

Previous one here.

This time,
Went kept calling the waitress to order our food,
And there was no reply.

What's worse was that there wasn't even more than 2 tables of customers in that place.

Finally,
She decided to 'reply' us.
She showed us the 'hand'.
Telling us to wait or something.

LIKE WHAT THE HECK!?

Never mind.
We walked out.
That fat woman with that shit expression on her face was like :
"Don't want already ar?"

*rolls eyes*
Get out of my face.
What kind of service is this?

***

Ate Secret Recipe in the end.
Yum :D

The others took pictures like nobody's business.
Luckily there wasn't much people there.

***

Went to play badminton.
Nothing much I guess.

***

So...
PMR's over.
What now?

-Kritz

Finally ...

Been gone since last Saturday,
Came back for a few minutes and internet went dead again.

I don't think I should waste time here.
In the meantime,
You can read the posts that I've written on notepad while waiting for my internet access to come back.

* * *

Sigh.
As I'm typing this on my notepad,
Awaiting for my beloved Internet access to come back,
Wondering when can I move all this into my blog.

As the tears flow ...

PMR.
I guess I should mention it more often because it's quite a big thing,
Well,
Not exactly my whole world,
But something very very important for a Malaysian 15-year-old.

Most don't care,
But some really put effort into it.
I'm neither,
I seem to care about it but I'm not really putting my best efforts.

4 more days,
Should be better off making my last preparations,
Or saying my last words before it is too late.

I can say I'm quite confident,
Just quite.
But not really.
I don't think I'll be able to accept the fact if I really don't score straight A's.
Even though my parents don't really pressurise me,
But ... I just feel like I'm suppose to.
With those 'expectations' from
Teachers,
Parents,
Friends,
Relatives,
Random people.
Great, pressurising myself.
But no worries,
Not suicidal :D, yet!

How I wish those who say PMR is easy really meant it,
And not just a word of comfort.

So many things to blog about,
But no time,
No Internet.

So many things happen in school and I can't even blog about it.
Argh, why.
Why?
Some ... people really don't get the message.
I'm trying so hard to control my anger and my 'colourful vocabulary',
But I don't know how long can I still hold it.

I should be studying.
But I can't.
Why?

I just don't feel like it,
But since when life is about doing the things you feel like doing?
Forcing doesn't seem to work,
I'll end up yawning.
Sigh.
So what if I don't have Internet access,
I don't even study anyway.

Now,
I have my new modem,
It's Streamyx that is making me miserable.
Seems like everyone is complaining about Streamyx.
Now I can see why.
At first I thought I shouldn't be like others who just don't appreciate stuff they have,
But now ... I kinda can see them doing something ... but then again,
They might be just saying.
Who am I to judge anyway.
Just give me back my Internet please ._.

Looking into future,
After PMR,
The burden lifted up from my shoulders,
Wow.
How I anticipate for that day to come.
Just to find out that I'll have more things to worry about.

Looking a little further,
Into the year end holidays.
I really really should do something.
I know,
I keep saying stuff and it always never happens.
But I still must try to make it a reality.

Important thing is to improve on my English.
I don't think many understand why am I so desperate to improve my English,
Because they keep saying that mine is good.
Good enough for Malaysian standards that is.
Still so, so, so far away from perfection,
Far away from other countries' education standards.

Oh ya,
And mathematics.
I may seem like a jerk by saying this,
But that is what I really feel.
The only time that I'll feel satisfied about my mathematics,
Is when I get recognition by standing out in some competition.
Yeah,
I know.
Hard.

Christianity is another thing that is bugging me.
Some things ... are ... so ...
I don't know.
Everything seems so ... not in place.

Speaking about not in place,
I feel that I'm not suppose to stay in my current school.

Argh.
Argh.

This can go on, and on, and on.

Adding another thing on my list,
Is to put more effort into blogging.
Since this is the only hobby that I have clinged on for so long,
Might as well make the best out of it.

Instead of blogging without an aim,
Writing posts that are so jumbled up,
Might as well try to improve.

I'll be an adult someday,
Reading all my old posts,
Laughing at how childish I use to be.

Did I mention that blasting music makes me feel better?

* * *

Blogging once again on notepad.
Seems like a journal of a person stranded on a remote and inhabited island.

Today,
There was a Majlis Restu.
It's like receiving blessings from our teachers before facing our major exams.
But it definitely didn't seem like one.

1 hour and 13 minutes of speech from our headmistress,
Followed by some other ceremonies.

Teacher even briefed us about some do's and don't's during PMR.

After that,
Those participants that are going to sit for their exams in the hall have to arrange the tables.
Soon after,
Teachers were giving out some stationary and giving out our slips.

I never thought that day would come that soon.
Not that I'm regretting or anything,
But everything just seems so ... peaceful?

Everyone that were sitting in that hall were all going to sit for PMR,
Seemed like we were going to fight in a war.

As teacher gave out pencils, pens, erasers and our PMR slip,
Personally saying good luck to every student,
I felt ... like I should not disappoint them.

For once ... I think I felt warmth,
Those between students and teachers.

This is weird.
Seriously sounds like something a lost person would write down.

Meeting friends for the one last time before PMR,
Hoping that they would do their best.
Even though not said,
But definitely true.

***

After school,
After lunch,
After going home,
Friend called and asked me to go out.
Went there and her bus came,
Walked back home in heavy rain.

***

Blake came over,
Helped him a little in maths.
Received some random message from some stranger.
Decided to ignore.

***

Not studying yet,
Hoping that I will tomorrow.
Since us PMR participants are off for the day (:

I hope I'll get back home some day I'll be able to go online by then.

* * *

Good riddance,
My internet is still not working.
Sigh.

The big day is tomorrow,
I can't wait for all this to end.

But still,
I don't feel like studying for tomorrow.

For your information,
It's Malay Language tomorrow.

Let me check,
PMR slip,
Pens, pencils, erasers, rulers,
Identification card,
What else ...

So not in the mood to study for BM.
Maybe I should continue studying for History ...

Sigh.
Should've just stayed in church for youth,
Since I didn't make much progress at home.

Sigh.

Sigh.

* * *

1st day of PMR.
Wow.

Islamic prayer lead by the uztad,
While others pray in their own ways.

Shaked hands with many,
Wishing them good luck,
Felt quite ... nice.

Went in,
Poured out everything we had studied for 3 years.

Sigh.
1st day gone.
Malay paper done.
4 more days.

Next up :
English and Science.

Still wondering when will Streamyx work their magic.
Sigh.

Did I mention about the nightmares I had last night?
Wow,
I hate nightmares.
Dreamt about PMR,
Dreamt about papers that I have no idea what was it about,
Dreamt about taking the wrong paper,
(Those who took the wrong paper might get quarantined from the outside world,
Wasn't afraid but seemed kinda cool)
Even dreamt about going online.

Did I mention every night I dreamt about going online?
Kinda amazed that I could survive so long without internet ...

* * *

Nightmares. Urgh.
I can't believe I pressurised myself so much to this extent.

I dreamt about the sudden change of subjects,
Suddenly history was changed to Tuesday instead of Wednesday.

I dreamt about maths,
The subject which I had most confidence in.
Suddenly teacher told us that this year's maths is super hard,
Even included add maths in it.

I dreamt about asking around,
Asking whether the add maths thing was just a dream or reality.
I know.
Sad.

Woke up several times throughout the night.
Not exactly insomnia,
But I think it's the first time.

I finally understood how it felt,
To wake up and roll around in bed,
Not able to sleep,
First time.

Sigh.

3 more days.

Long days ...

* * *

Done.
5 posts.
Will be back soon (:

-Kritz

Back on track.

Connection has been down for 3 days,
3 sad and slow days .___.

It's even hard to type now since I lost contact with my beloved and germ infested keyboard.

Great news,
PMR's next week.

Been reflecting on myself a lot these days ...

And a lot of other stuff.

Nothing to say at the moment.

Will update once I feel like it -.-

-Kritz

Cute drawings?

Sleeping, hiding in that comfy ... sushi roll. lol.


Failed to make something that looked like the joker.


Eating ... some ... Japanese pancake?



I have no idea what this is about. Humpty Dumpty?



Muahaha :D
Mini priest lol.



Blushing, aww


Rawr~! Stupid cookie.


x_x

They suck.
I have no idea why Fiona loves them.
At least someone on earth appreciates my work of art :x

-Kritz

Waste of Time.

Sigh.
Let me think of a main point to blog about.

Well,
Can't think of any.

Holidays are coming to an end,
And my uneventful life continues.

For once,
I finally felt that "PMR IS HERE" feeling.
I think it's kinda late, isn't it?

So much chaos going on between friends,
Sigh.

So ... nothing to do.

So ... restricted to blog.
Can't blog about this,
Can't blog about that.
I should just open a new blog and blog openly without informing anyone.
Or just act like some arrogant snob and don't really care about what others feel.

Or ...
I can go back to the old days and blog with the eat, shit, sleep format.

Maybe I should just open another blog for my so called "thoughts" and leave this for my daily events.

Maybe life will change once I shift to another school ...

Why am I blogging about what-to-blog,
I hate that.

Sigh.

Might as well end my blogging career hobby,
Since ... it's so pointless.

-Kritz

After a month of fasting ...

... dear Muslims end it with a celebration!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri,
Maaf Zahir dan Batin (:

Went to my mother's friend's parent's house.
People there are so interesting!
Let's see,
There's the old folks who kinda speaks English and jokes around,
Mom's friend and her daughter are kinda ... humourous as well,
And her brother is a hardcore Star Wars maniac!
(By hardcore, I meant went on newspaper because of his extensive collection)

Food was nice,
You know,
It's weird that Chinese like Malay food and Malay like Chinese food.
We had ketupats with mutton, beef and chicken,
I don't know which is which but they are nice!
(Ah~ Beeeef~~)

Took my duit raya and went home soon after :P

So tired now,
After playing badminton.
I need a new pair of shoes ._.
Mine became duck slippers even though glued together before this.

-Kritz