Ashamed.

Everyone is already worried for PMR,
Studying like freaks for this major exam,
Whereas I'm still slacking around,
Wasting time.

What makes me feel worse is this :
Those who are worried are actually those who have better grades than mine.

Not only that,
My old primary friends are now passing around websites with trial papers or past year papers without even being asked for.
How kind of them ._.

I guess I should go study now,
At least finish my homework that my beloved teachers prepared for all of us.

But, but, but it's so boring.

Sigh.
Who am I to complain.

Oh ya,
This made me LOL.


Yeah I know there's this slight grammar mistake in it.

Enjoy!

-Kritz

Bored.

The 1 week + 2 days Raya holidays have already started,
But even on the very first day,
I am bored.

Studies will just have to come in later,
I am really not in the mood right now.

Maybe I should practise Chinese Calligraphy,
Or find a box of jigsaw puzzles to do.

Just so bored.

Plus the badminton these days are killing my arm,
For a person who did not exercise for months playing badminton 2 hours in 2 days,
I think I have an excuse to just sit down and slack around.

And my pair of sport shoes became duck shoes,
Time for a new pair?

I miss ping pong,
Why can't someone invent some ping pong playing robot to practise with me so I wouldn't have to trouble others?

PMR PMR PMR.
I hate you,
You made all my friends stay at home,
Leaving me all alone to discover the truths of this dark and condemned world ._.

-Kritz

This and That.

First off,
Happy belated birthday to Kentze!
I hope you will be a happy carefree person in the coming year.

Okay,
Yesterday I had English tuition,
My teacher,
Who teaches British standards,
Told me that my English was around ... 11-12 years old.
I was quite upset about that statement but I know my English is not amazing.
Well,
My English standards only stand up in class or tuition class,
But I am never satisfied. lol.

Today,
Got Maths paper 1,
Like.
What.
The.
Heck.
I repeated the same mistake,
Filling in the wrong answer in the answer sheet.

I can't believe it!
Or else I could have scored full 40/40 for my paper 1.
Sigh,
How can I do this so often,
And on maths?
WHY?
I think someone changed my answers!!!

Later,
I'm going to some badminton game,
Thanks to those who invited,
Kinda means a lot ... I think.
Hope it turns out fun!

-Kritz

Yay (: Hard work does pay off!

Got like ... 90 or 92% for my KH (living skills)
This proves that hard work really does work!!

Too bad for my History though,
Only had the time to study for form 3,
And the confirmed results are as below :
15 form 1 questions - 8 mistakes
20 form 2 questions - 7 mistakes
25 form 3 questions - 2 mistakes
72%,
At least it increased compared to my estimated marks.

Geography,
Never expected to get 90% (confirmed marks).
(:

I predict 90%+ for Maths and Science too,
Take makes it 4 subjects with 90% and above.
Wow.
Cool.
Why couldn't this happen on other more important exams?

-Kritz

Results results results.

Second trials over,
Although it's not that important,
It's still important.

As always,
I sucked at History,
Got like 68%.
So sad.
Such a disgrace.
Argh.
I only revised for form 3,
Last minute studying didn't allow any time left for form 1 and 2.
And guess what,
In the 35 form 1 and 2 questions,
I already got like 16 of them wrong.
Only 3 for the remaining 25 form 3 questions.

I wonder how am I gonna face my History teacher ._.

Geography was good though,
Never expected to get 90%!
Didn't even study for it, *cough*!!

Waiting for KH (living skills),
Hoping that my hard work will pay off.

*no mood to post anything else, sigh*

-Kritz

Still. Yet again. Once again. Not again?

Really lazy to study.
Sigh.
Spent all my 'study juice' on KH (living skills).

Yawns.

I really should,
But I'm so tired.

Sad me.

Oh ya,
I just remembered,
Exams started,
2 days past,
2 days left.

Come on ... faster ...
I can't wait for it to end.

-Kritz

I should be studying!!

Wait,
I'm not procrastinating,
I just got back from church.
As usual,
Spent time there from 9am to somewhere before 5pm.

Played ping pong,
Although I still suck at it,
Talked about the book or Mark,
Watched a scene from the Passion Of Christ.

Experienced first hand of Mel's driving!!
Not too bad (:

Fish died,
Awwww ._.

Should continue studying History,
But I'm quite tired ...
Sigh.

-Kritz

Studies.

Been studying KH (living skills) for the past few days,
Slowly covering each chapter and finish topical exercise.

Form 1 consists of 9 chapers,
Form 2 consists of 8
And form 3 has 7.

I total of 24.

Covered 23 for now,
Should have studied KH since Form 1,
It's quite interesting actually ...

...

Okay ignore me,
I think the excessive studying is getting to me.

I still have History to cover ...

-Kritz

Tagged

Tagged by Cherrie


The rules and regulations:

1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

2. People who get tagged need to write a blog post of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.

3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

4. No tags back!!


Oh no,
Need to think a lot ._.
Where's my list of random facts about myself when I need it >.>


1. I study in school. I don't really study at home. Means that I can even study with the few minutes in between classes but I find it hard to study in between TV advertisements at home.

2. I hate people that I hate. Wait, obvious much? When someone I hate talks to me, I'll just nod or say nothing much that will provoke that person to talk more to be.

3. I LIKE to write English, unlike others who can write well but hate writing it. For example, my blog. I try to write as formal as I can but others with short forms or broken English in their blogs might just be able to write way better than me.

4. I love secrets and I'm good at digging secrets from others. Serious. But of course, I don't simply tell others, it depends on its situation.

5. I'm often the middle person, taking information from both sides and deciding which part of the information that I can tell the opposite side. I'm actually not that good of a person, it's more like being a busybody.

6. I play solitaire, FreeCell and minesweeper. Those are my favourite. But I still can play Spider Solitaire and Hearts.

7. I read between the lines quite often, or maybe too often. I often make conclusions from things that don't seem that way. But if my hypothesis is too far off, I know I should keep it too myself or just forget about it. Now it seems like misinterpreting more than reading between the lines ._.

8. I have a list of bookmarked blogs. I categorise them in Active Bloggers, Semi-Active Bloggers, Almost-Dead Bloggers, Church Related Blogs and Blogs I Don't Need to Visit Often. Sums up to 39 blogs.

9. I'm an omnivore that leans over to the side of a carnivore. Wait, did that sentence make sense? Apart from rice, other things I eat are mainly meat. I don't eat veggies with green leafs, others I'm not quite fond of but more edible the those mentioned previously. I puke when I eat green veggies.

10. I spend most of my time online, slacking and wasting time. I just have nothing better to do, and yes, studying is not something better to do. That is something I should do.

11. I don't like carbonated drinks. But I rather drink that than plain water. But somethings I do prefer plain water. Yes I'm random. I like Season's Ice Lemon Tea, Lipton's Ice Lemon Tea, Yeo's Chrysanthemum Tea, Justea and the list goes on.

12. I hate it when people annoy me. Not every time, it's more of people who annoy me with things that I don't like or don't wish to talk about. I also hate it when people don't know when to be serious and when not to.

13. I hate a lot of stuff. I'm aware of that. But I can't help it. I always think that things I like isn't worth mentioned, but I know it is.

14. I don't really know much about myself. That's why it took forever to type all this out.

15. I scratch my head a lot.

I tag :
1. Sheep
2. TJ
3. Michelle
4. Fiona
That's all, no more to tag.

-Kritz

1 day break.

Yeah,
Tomorrow is the day that every student loves :D
At least,
Any student in the right mind would appreciate a day off.

I'm ...

Going to study tomorrow.

*serious face*

SERIOUS LAH.

No more procrastinating.
No more.

Everyone in class is like,
So noisy,
Quite hard to concentrate.
(I actually started studying KH (Living Skills) yesterday)
How I wish there was a corner somewhere in class that I can hide and study peacefully.

-Kritz

Just a series of important events.

On Saturday midnight,
(Or Sunday morning)
Went to sleep around 12.

Out of a sudden,
There was this very weird thing that happened :
Some scary image appeared in my head and I felt a surge of jolt going through my whole body,
Or was in goosebumps,
Or something,
Nerve impulses?
I don't know,
But it was freaky enough to make me get out of bed.

Just walked around till 2 and went back to sleep.

Went to church on Sunday,
Starting to like playing Ping Pong.
And we had a discussion about cliques.

Today,
Nothing much,
I just hate the mamak stall near my house even more.

This shall be the official start off of this post.

After extra Chinese class,
Went out from school around 2.30pm,
Chinese restaurant was out of food,
So I went to the mamak stall.

I saw Eirban and Tou Yang,
So I decided to eat there.

How wrong was I.

Took me half an hour to get my roti canai,
I eventually gave up and ask them to pack them up for me,
Since everyone was already done with their lunches,
Leaving me alone.

I reminded them twice and reconfirmed with me once,
I really want to smack them -.-

I saw another dude who ordered roti planta but they gave him roti kosong instead,
He told the guy he wanted roti planta,
And he actually went and take planta?!??!
Then that customer said he wanted to planta INSIDE,
Not OUTSIDE.

What kind of service is this -.-
Seriously.

Please remind me never to go back there.

-Kritz

Just a tag -.-

I wonder how many times have I done this tag ...

1. The last person to tag you is ?
-TJ

2. Your relationship with him/her ?
-Friend?

3. Your 5 impression towards him/her ?
-He likes shopping, a lot.
-He's rich. Very.
-He has a big social circle.
-He has a lot of relationship problems to attend to.
-He's too skinny.

4. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for you ?
-I don't know =x

5. The most memorable words that he/she has said to you ?
-Don't know

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will... [awkward question]
-I'll become gay -.-

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
-Treat him like an enemy.

8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on... [mean]
-Going out every night lol

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
-The reason is ... he hates me

10. The most desirable things to do for him/her is.. [what?]
-NOTHING. BWAHAHAHA

11. Overall impression towards him/her is...
-Errr ... ?

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you ?
-Boring person

13. The character for you for yourself is ?
-I don't understand the question ...

14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is ?
-I hate ... myself ... being too picky lol

15. The most ideal person you want to be is ?
-Don't know

16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
-And who will that be? -.-

17. Who I Tag;
1. Sheep
2. Fiona
3. Angeline
4. Blake
5. Josh
6. Joshua
7. Cherrie
8. Michelle
9. Nicholas
10. Kentze
(don't need to do, just using your name)

18. Who is number 2 having a relationship with ?
-Yeah, BoA

19. Is 3 a male or a female ?
-Female

20. If number 5 and 7 got together, would that be a good thing ?
-No...

21. How about 5 and 8 ?
-No...

22. What is number 1 studying about ?
-Eye drawing -.-

23. When was the last time you had a chat with them ?
-Which them?

24. Is number 4 single ?
-Yeah

25. Say something about number 2.
-Chixin.

-Kritz

I feel like crying.

So sad.
Sob.
Sob.
Sob.

*cries out loud*

Anyone remember this?
Nuffnang Gift Ideas.
Yeah,
That contest.

I know that I'll never win,
Never.
But deep down in my heart,
I always hoped that I will prove myself otherwise.

Let me blog about the events in a chronological order.

Went to innit,



Oh my gosh!!!!
Results are OUT!!



*checks mail*

No new mail ._.
No mail from nuffnang ._.
No mail from RealMart ._.

Sigh,
I knew I would never win.

*went to contest site anyway*



*clicks around*



Honourable Mention o.o??

*zooms in*



O h M y G o s h ? ! ? !

MY NAME?
SO CLOSE TO WINNING?

*cries harder*

*sniff*

Anyway ... *sniff*
Nuffnang ... *sniff*

When is the next contest?

-Kritz

1 thing about my Malay classmates that I quite admire ...

Yet again,
I'm blogging about something to do with school changing -.-
I feel so repititive.

Anyway,
As you all know,
A lot of other students and I were offered a chance to go to any boarding school.

Naturally,
Only Malay students are interested,
While Chinese rather remain stagnant in their current environment.

For Malay students,
Getting the chance to go to boarding schools is like guaranteeing a bright future or a chance to further their studies.
They don't mind leaving their comfort zone to go somewhere totally new.
It'll take something big to make me make such a decision.

I don't know why I admire that spirit so much ._.

Maybe because majority of the Chinese students are more dependant to their parents ...

Or maybe it's because our mind set is that boarding schools have 90% Malay students,
And we don't wish to be in such an environment.

Whatever the reason is,
I hope I wouldn't be too sad when I eventually have to leave this comfort zone.

* * *

Another thing to blog about.
Should have split into 2 posts,
But never mind.
No one cares anyway.

This post is somehow related to someone,
But I don't think he will read this anyway,
Even if he reads,
He'll probably interpret it as something bad,
Saying I'm siding her or bullshitting.

But nevertheless,
I still think there's a need to express what I feel.

When someone gets a little annoying,
Or you feel that she is a little off the hook,
I don't see the need to continuously shout insulting words.

Even though I don't really agree of what she does,
I still treat her as a friend,
And I guess she doesn't hate you too,
Then what for act like that?

If you really want to continue disliking her,
Fine,
Have it your way.
But you don't need to insult her in such a bad way.

Same goes to everyone else,
You know who you are,
Don't need me to point it out.

Oh yeah,
Don't try to shoot me back with something,
I dislike others with a strong reason,
And I do try hard to try to scrape off that feeling.

Of course,
I'm not saying that I'm a perfect person.
Feel free to point out what I've done wrong.

* * *

Oh yeah,
Some people are really annoying.
Leave me alone please ._.

-Kritz

iPod ... *drool*

Open day tomorrow,
For form 3 only.
Weird eh.

Anyway,
Look at this!!


*droools*

It's the new iPod nano *droools*
This is motivation to study harder!!

Yeah right!

*drooools*

These days,
I've been considering of changing schools,
Since I keep complaining about the lack of close friends to surround me.
Maybe a change of surroundings is all I need.

But then again,
Changing school might be a pain,
Transport and stuff,
And to think that I have to start making friends all over again.

But changing school might not be for making friends only,
Maybe it would help in my academics or something.

This is troublesome.

Sigh.

-Kritz

Tagged by Sarah!

Tagged by Sarah

Instructions :
Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.
Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. If you could spend one Ringgit in 5 minutes, what would you spend on?
-One Ringgit need 5 minutes? I'll just ... buy ... 3 packets of mini cheezels!!

2.What is your most favourite thing to do?
-Reading Darren Shan (for now)

3.What kind of news do you read?
-None.

4.What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
-I'll ... trade ... vegetables?

5.Is there someone in your heart right now?
-No ...

6.Do you believe you can survive without money?In what way?
-Yeah, in a way that I am stranded on an uninhabited island where money is useless.

7.What are you afraid to lose the most?
-Loads.

8.What do you feel like doing right now?
-Forget about school and start doing what ever that I feel like doing.

9.If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
-I might .. I might not :D

10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged
-Friendly? o.o, Good in heart *awww*, not boring at all.

11.What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
-The typical.

12.What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
-When he she smokes, but not to the extent of totally ignoring him/her.

13.If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
-Unagi xD

14.If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
-Both!

15.If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
-My hatred towards others >.>

16.How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
-Some ... highly educated but down to earth person? :X

17.What is the one thing you love about yourself?
-I love the freedom I have!

18.If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
-A laptop with Internet access. Yeah, I'm THAT desperate D:

-Kritz

Change?

I've been thinking a lot about change these days,
As in changing school next year.
But I'm still not quite sure about it,
I just hate creating troubles and changing environments,
Must these things are inevitable...

Putting that aside,
Back to the present.

Gah,
My phone is dead,
And I don't know why ._.
Poor phone,
I guess I'll have to ask my mother to send it for repairs..

And guess what,
I just finished reading the thrilling Darren Shan Saga series!!
SO DAMN FRIGGIN' NICE!!
How I wish there was more of them ._.
Sigh.

Sigh.

Sigh.

-Kritz

A lost for words.

There's something that I wanted to write ...
But I totally can't remember now.
Slept from 6 till 9,
*yawn*

Tag to do.

1. The person who tagged you is
-TJ

2. Your relationship with him/her is
-Friend, those met online type.

3. Your 5 impression of him/her
-Rich, wild party animal, spends a lot, skinny, talkative.

4. The most memorable thing he/she has ever done for you
-I haven't really met him ... so I guess nothing memorable for now.

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you
-Har? Dunno leh.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will
-*faints* I'm not gay.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, the thing he/she has improve on will be
-Going out every night lol.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will
-Act like the enemy?

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
-Because he hates me xD

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is
-What kind of question is this?

11. Your overall impression of him/her is
-Very .. er ... totally different lifestyle than mine?

12. How you think people around you feel around you ?
-Don't know.

13. The characters you love about yourself are ?
-Don't know.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate about yourself are
-Loads. I hate myself for hating others.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is
-Look better, I think personality nothing much to change =x

16. For the people that care and like you, say something to them
-Thank you. *bigweteyes*

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wished to know how they feel about you
(Not following any order)

1. Sheep
2. Fiona
3. Angeline
4. Josh
5. Joshua
6. Blake
7. Michelle
8. Cherrie
9. TJ
10. Nicholas
(no need to do lah, I just need names to finish up this tag)

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with? [Blake]
-None at the moment but he's moving in ... I think.

19. Is no.9 male or female? [TJ]
-Male.

20. If no.7 and no.10 are together, will it be a good thing? [Michelle | Nicholas]
-I don't think it would even happen, lol.

21. How are you related to no.1 [Sheep]
-Oh, secret lei.

22. What is no.2 studying about? [Fiona]
-Is she even studying? =x

23. When is the last time you had a chat with no.3? [Angeline]
-Can't remember ...

24. What kind of music does no.8 like? [Cherrie]
-Mainstream ... pop rock? I'm just guessing.

25. Does no.1 have any siblings? [Sheep]
-Yah.

26. Will you boo no.3? [Angeline]
-What for?

27. What about no.7? [Michelle]
-No..

28. Is no.4 single? [Josh]
-I think he is O.O

29. What is the surname of no.5? [Joshua]
-Sin

30. What's the hobby of no.10? [Nicholas]
-No idea o.o

31. Do no.5 and no.9 get along? [Joshua | TJ]
-They don't know each other.

32. Where is no.2 studying at? [Fiona]
-SMK Seksyen 1. Same sad fate.

33. Talk something casually about no.1 [Sheep]
-Talks loads of crap :D

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? [Cherrie]
-No ... -.-

35. Where does no.9 live at? [TJ]
-Subang?

36. What colour does no.4 like? [Josh]
-Blue, Chelsea colour?

37. Are no.5 and no.1 best friends? [Joshua | Sheep]
-Not exactly, but they are related!

38. Does no.1 have any pets? [Sheep]
-Nope.

39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? [Michelle]
-I wouldn't say so .. :X But she can be seductive at times xD

40. What is no.10 doing now? [Nicholas]
-No idea.

-Kritz

Tired. Very.

Went to a musical yesterday,
Over at Wesley Methodist Church in KL.
It was my first time going there,
I have always heard of it,
Since it is the mother church of my church.

And oh my,
What a 'mother' church it was!



That,
You see is the hall of the church,
The ceiling arched upwards,
Making the praise songs echo louder,
Making it sound more majestic!

I think this is the first time I went to such a big church!

The musical was about life,
I didn't really grasp the thing behind it but I think I get it.

The hall was cold,
Freezing to be exact,
And there was this photographer flashing his camera so often in the dark,
That it hurt my eye.

Before going there,
Darren kinda forced me to go,
But in the end he didn't go.

Oh yeah,
Ping pong is fun!

Back to today,
Well,
Kinda,
Tired,
I guess,
Nothing much.

-Kritz

Of damned big mouth spoilers. (does it even make sense -.-)

I've been offered to go to a Sekolah Berasrama Penuh!!
As in ... er ... hostel school?

Not exactly offered,
But teacher listed out some names that stand a chance to apply for it.
She didn't even mention the schools name,
How are we suppose to know whether we want to go to an unknown school or not?

But one thing's for sure,
I don't think I'll be going.
Unless it's some high class school with everything paid for and maybe even resembling an international school =X

Oh yea,
I hate people who blurt out spoilers.
I so friggin' wanna stab them to their death and suck their blood dry.
Wait,
I didn't just say that ...

Anyway,
After that miserable Saturday school,
I went to church short after.
Was quite reluctant to go,
But in the end I didn't felt that way.

Spent the whole day out,
And I'm going to go out again now.

Bye computer,
I'll miss you :3

-Kritz

Thinking too far? Too much?

I have been thinking of that subjects to take up for my SPM ...

Oh wait,
I just noticed I haven't even got ready for my PMR!

I kind of listed out 16 subjects that I might take,
Including those that are compulsory.
Of course,
It doesn't mean I'll take all.
I know I'm not a hard-working student,
Maybe even the opposite of it >.>

Well anyway,
Here's the list.

1. Biology
2. Chemistry
3. Physics
4. Moral
5. English
6. Malay
7. Chinese
8. Add maths
9. Modern maths
10. Bible knowledge
11. English literature
12. Accounts
13. Basic economics
14. EST (no idea about that)
15. ICT (no idea too)
16. History

I'm not crazy,
I just saying,
Not actually taking all >.>

My father says I should study everything,
Then only decide whether should I sit for them during Form 5.
@_@
I'll need to make a drastic change of myself if I really want to take all of them,
And I mean really drastic,
Something crazy like studying 2 hours everyday!!
*faints*

Is there any other subjects that I can consider?

-Kritz

Complaining that I'm bored yet again.

I'm so bored.
Nothing to do.

How am I suppose to study in this moody mood.
I feel like sleeping the whole day or just listening to the songs I love.

School is quite boring too,
Besides reading my books,
I can't find anything else better to do.
Maybe I should start studying for my coming major exams?

Downloaded Babylon A.D.,
Was as disappointing as what other critics said.

*a lost for words to type*

I just feel so down,
I don't even know why,
Maybe it has been such a part of my life,
It has already become the 'default' mode for my feelings.

Note to self,
I've found another hobby!
Checking for definitions for some particular words on the Internet!
As nerdy as it may sound,
I actually enjoy doing that.
Moreover,
English is my favourite language,
And there's no limit to it.

By the time I'm satisfied with one of my subjects,
Is the time I score 100% or something near that,
Or maybe winning some competition related to it.

Back to English,
Of course,
No one understands every single word we read,
But most of us don't really care and move on without clearly understanding that word.

Gah,
What the heck am I crapping about,
I'm boring myself now.

I just wish to be better in English ...

-Kritz

MERDEKA!! merdeka .. merdeka?

Malaysia's already 51 years old.
Basically everyone in Malaysia complains about something,
Or else,
They wouldn't be a Malaysian.

Despite everything,
I think Malaysia is still a liveable country,
Just that I don't really want to care about politics.

And puasa started,
Which means fasting for the Muslims.
I think I'd better hide my bottle,
In case someone drinks from my bottle (:
That happened last year.

Peace people.
Am I the only one not interested in politics?

-Kritz